se si perde un amore

knights06 @ 2005-04-21T17:20:00

2005-04-21T21:29:52Z

This is so dumb.

knights06 @ 2005-04-19T16:44:00

2005-04-19T20:50:16Z

eighty-holycow-five degrees out.
i'm so hot.
too bad my legs are waaaaayyy too pale to wear shorts or a skirt. hmm...
and i think my thighs are fat. but no one will isten to me so no more of that.
yeah.
booster meeting tonight.
had a saxophone lesson. it was kick-butt :-) hurrah. i feel less like a poser ;-)
hafta finish math and do some english reworking.
life is ok.
naw, life is good when i dont think about things.
i have to be paranoid.
i woke up at 5 this morning insanely thirsty and i was half dreaming but i thought i was awake so imagined some water on my dresser and then i tried to drink it. but it wasnt there so i reminded myself i was dreaming. so duh i told myself. and then patrick showed up with a tray with water bottles on it and then he walked away so i was reaching for the water and then i was like, um hi, you're still dreaming.
that's my story.
i <3 physics. haha, what a funny class.
band today... about that whole playing thing.. ;-) no really though it was uber important so. WRITE A LETTER. remind me that i too have something i would like to bring to the attention of the class. ok? thaaanks :-P
anyway. parade will hopefully be sweet as soon as we can talk mr jensen out of dreading it ;-) nawi know what he's saying though. i just wish it were more of + than a - cause i think it will be fun once things get rolling.
this week is so slooowwwwwwwww!
anyway. enough of me.
how about you?

pieces of lyrics

2005-04-18T22:31:35Z

How many special people change?
How many lives are living strange?

Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannonball
Someday you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova in the sky

Wake up the dawn and ask her why
A dreamer dreams, she never dies
Wipe that tear away now from your eye

But you and I will never die
The world's still spinning around we don't know why

knights06 @ 2005-04-17T15:38:00

2005-04-17T19:40:02Z

Anyone ever do a Lit Analysis for Karolak?
I feel like I'm tangled in a lot of yarn and I keep repeating myself.
I have no idea what the frickityfrack I'm doing.
Help???

tonight

2005-04-16T02:30:59Z

Sorry things got weird there for a bit.
The guy at the park was creepy!
Sorry I'm a freak about cars.
I had a good time. Go again?

sidenote:
WOW do i want this skirt:
http://ae.speedera.net/Images/laydowns/large/1316_1446_525.jpg
too bad it's like 50$
dang.
anyone want the white one i have? It was like 40 and i never wear it because nothing matches.
hmm.
I'm going to try and wear it tomorrow.
SOMETHING has to match.
yeah. that was my shallow moment.
the end.

knights06 @ 2005-04-11T15:17:00

2005-04-11T19:18:23Z

play with your heart on fire and your mind on ice
John Williamson

knights06 @ 2005-04-11T15:09:00

2005-04-11T19:11:39Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIZZIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

luckerster

knights06 @ 2005-04-10T21:30:00

2005-04-11T01:31:17Z

Gorgeous day.
Homework is done, except for Advanced Comp. In which case I don't have that class tomorrow b/c of my orthodontist appointment. The sooner they get this crap on me the sooner I adjust and the sooner it comes off. :-) I don't know what they're doing tomorrow. I think it's just XRays and stuff.

knights06 @ 2005-04-09T19:40:00

2005-04-09T23:47:15Z

Me being silly.

SMILE A LOT!!!

The phone rang.

There are powerlines EVERYWHERE. Boo that.
Some of the ones that are zoomed out on turned out really fuzzy via photobucket. Sorry! Enjoy. :-)

knights06 @ 2005-04-09T13:22:00

2005-04-09T17:27:42Z

looking at hope: it is DONE with!!!!!!
Enigma00000000: YESSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!
looking at hope: :-) YAYAYAAYAYAYYYY!
Enigma00000000: 4 and a half hours of being in that school on a SATURDAY and its OVERRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!
looking at hope: yes!!!

...

looking at hope: i thought the science and reading =ed death
Enigma00000000: Reading was ok
looking at hope: yea reading was sort of deathish i suppose
Enigma00000000: Science... what was with it all being about chem?
looking at hope: i know! why was it all labled so messed up?
Enigma00000000: And the whole dew point/altitude/cloud thickness thing
Enigma00000000: WHAT THE HECK WAS THAT?
looking at hope: i know!!
looking at hope: i guessed on *everything* in that section
looking at hope: that little portion i mean
looking at hope: and the blood stuff was pretty hard too. i probably got one or two right from there
Enigma00000000: How were we supposed to read those graphs?
looking at hope: i dont know! it was incredibly *DUMB*

...

looking at hope: some parts =ed enough confusingness to be their own thirtyfreakingfiveminute section

...

looking at hope: the AC coming on freaked me out!
looking at hope: i was like AH!! WE'RE ALL ON A GIANT ELEVATOR!
Enigma00000000: HAHAHAHAHA
Enigma00000000: That.. is.. GREAT!
looking at hope: and the concept of air conditioning is so abstract at a public school my mind just couldn't handle it
looking at hope: i did actually jump a couple of times too
looking at hope: hah

It's totally done with.
Oh love.
I feel so good. And smart. And hard working. Yay.
I feel a nap coming on :-)
Then more food time with the grandparents and aunt and cousin. :-)
Then maybe hang out time? Ja.

knights06 @ 2005-04-08T18:52:00

2005-04-08T22:58:32Z

We got a II at Jazz Festival. I'm considerably bummed. We didn't really deserve it. I feel bad about it. :-( Buuut oh well. Nothing we can do now. Just gotta keep working.

Turned in my officer application. I hope all goes well there. I'm feeling much more at ease about after talking with Mrs. Ochoa and Mrs. Fetsco. They're both definitely awesome. :-)

Nervous. I just want to get this over with.

After the ACT I'll hopefully be doing something fun. Well, and after sleeping :-)

Need to work on getting Brittany W. going. I'm excited for that. Hurrah hurrah.

Cabaret is coming up in a little less than a month. It should be cool. Mrs. Hashien offered to let Erin and I play duets as seating music if we wanted. That = fun and I hope we can do it. I mean as long as Erin does too.

So yeah. Not much else to say.
Leave a comment maybe? :-) Yay.
Talk to ya later.

knights06 @ 2005-04-07T22:52:00

2005-04-08T03:05:36Z

Oh man. Weird day.
MEAP was funny. They used the whole adversity theme again. It was weird. I used EVERY line for the writing part this time. Ohhh my goodness.
Band was too short. Boo :-( Tristan did the duck quack and I laughed a lot and yep. So I told him not to do it for All City.
We had a test in spanish but since the class was shortened we didn't finish. Finishing = tomorrow.
Xenolith was absolutely CRAZY. Everyone was going psycho and Mrs. Eischeid went off on people a lot, but it's definitely understandable. Just whoa.
Math I worked in Xeno since we weren't doing anything & posted posters. Second half I came back and worked on homework and I just suck in there.
Physics was my final hour and it was looonnngggg and I felt really tired. Mrs. Murawski always looks at me for understanding because some people in our class make dumb comments a lot. Or maybe she's looking at Jane. I donno. Whatever. It's funny though.
The went to my lesson, came home, changed, ate frosted flakes, went back to kimball around 5 and helped set up a little. Hung out. Acted silly. You know. According to Ross, I'm really quiet and shy during school but after school I often go into a psycho funny mood. Hahahaha. Agree? Disagree?
Anyway. All City was cool. It wasn't grossly hot, it wasn't obnoxiously long. It went well. Jazz Band was sweet. I love that group. Xach, by the way, you did a great job on your solo!!!
So between 3 instrument switching (ugh that sucks butt) we did Havendance and What's Up at the Symphony?. Havendance went pretty good. What's up went good too. It was not an astounding performance but it wasn't terrible, in my opinion. Tristan did that dang duck call. Erin and I were cracking up immediately following. Oy vey. At least I didn't laugh during the solo. Mmm SWEET!!! haha Mrs. Murawski.
8th grade band was AMAZING! Whoa! Just thought I'd add that.
Yeah. MSBOA Jazz tomorrow. Woohoo! I need to go work on my app. This was a babble-y post. Sorry.
bye :-)

knights06 @ 2005-04-06T22:03:00

2005-04-07T02:07:57Z

I'm going for NHS officer.
I've talked myself out of my bad reasons and reassured myself of my good reasons.
I worry about my reasoning a lot.
I have to do things for the absolute right reason, or I feel like a bad person.
As I should.
Yeah anyway.
I know it might be stressful, especially during the drama club stuff in november
But it's something I want to do
And I need to learn how to better handle stress.
Someone remind of this next time I'm flipped out about dumb assignments.
Thanks :-)
That's all.
Bye.

knights06 @ 2005-04-06T17:43:00

2005-04-06T21:54:36Z

I was incredibly stressed out this morning.
And at school I wasn't.

Aghhh I'm really frustrated about something right now and I wish I hadn't been dumb in the first place. Yeeaaaahhhh.

Jazz band = AH! It's great but my jaw is a spaz. I dripped spit all over the floor. Yumm ;-)

Orthodontist Monday. Boo all that. But hopefully my jaw will not hurt after braces/retainers/etc.

So what do I have to do tonight?
***-Spanish review like whoa
*-Do the last 2 problems in 9.5, mayyyyybbbbeeee work on 9.6 for math
-Some of 16.2 in physics
**-NHS Officer Application

What classes do we have tomorrow?

thank goodness no one has called taking the MEAP "meaping!" yet. That = a plus. And the writing is done with, hurrah :-)

Hmyeah. So I'm exhuasted. This week is crappy.
I can't wait until the ACT is done with!!!!!!!! I'm nervous but I haven't studied for anything so that doesn't help. But everyone ekeeps teling me not to study so..? Hmhmhm. I'll just look over some dumb math rules. I can usually recall most other things. Maybe some basic science stuff? I don't have much access to that though. Hmhmhm.

We went to get the chinese food last night and I stuck my head out the window and just smelled the air. It was exactly like summer. This is hte transition stage from gross winter, to spring, and it always has a certain feeling, a certain air about it. I think it's absolutely gorgeous and I love the feeling. When I think of spring I always think of that particular aura. It's perfect.

I hope this continues...

"Hope for the best, take a load off your chest. Soon you will be happy."

Get better Lizzy :-)

knights06 @ 2005-04-04T20:10:00

2005-04-05T00:14:32Z

My brother wrote on my mirror with shaving cream
AGAIN
So I put lotion on his computer desk.
Shaving cream smells bad.

Haha he's home right now.

I have a feeling this could be messy.

Food is here.
I'm exhuasted.

The MEAP is dumb!
I'm dreading this. A lot.

And the ACT saturday.
AH!

Dumb dumb dumb.

I think I got maybe 3 hours of sleep last night on and off.
That was great.
Thank goodness for chai tea.

I love jazz band.

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY JANE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

knights06 @ 2005-04-02T22:46:00

2005-04-03T03:49:19Z

We just got a call from Jason, our cousin. I haven't seen him or talked to him in like 7 years. It's just wild. It was weird to talk to him. "You sound all grown up now. Are you a heartbreaker?" Haha. Geeze. How wild. Him and Shane playing with wooden swords and link hats in the back yard and Legos and his funny little ears. :-) He said he's going into the Army. I miss him a lot. I wish he could come here. Who knows how his life is.

Wow.

Shane and Jason

knights06 @ 2005-04-02T17:22:00

2005-04-02T22:23:53Z

Rest peacefully in the arms of God, Pope John Paul II
The world will miss you.

knights06 @ 2005-04-02T00:02:00

2005-04-02T05:04:51Z

a steep hill to fall down
from the sand banks
the steps are breaking
and it is time
to ponder the dreams
of the seashells

knights06 @ 2005-03-31T12:23:00

2005-03-31T17:24:02Z

Rest in peace Terri Schiavo.

no definition

2005-03-28T00:19:35Z

Well. I can't say I missed this.
But hey anyway.
I'm here.
Life's been weird.
What else is new?
Thanks for the emails here and there.
Um band cleaning party on Tuesday (3/29) from 2-6pm.
We only need like 6 people. So yeah. Email me if you'd like.
He's bringing a barbecue and we'll eat food. So life will be good.
There are fruit snacks in my Easter Basket.

Bye.

knights06 @ 2005-02-08T18:41:00

2005-02-08T23:50:47Z

I'm accumulating a list of words/phrases I'd like to use more often
Including, but not limited to
- fascinating
- fantastic
- contort
- simply
- as if (in place of "just, like")
- gorgeous

(add em on, folks. GOOD words. words that are a rarity.)

And I'd like to get rid of:
- holy cow
- my goodness
- pissed (off)
- hate
- angry
- frustrated
- like

and so on.

Today went ok.
Went in for math.
Was obnoxiously hyper 1-5 hours and especially lunch.
I didn't have any sugar either. Hm.
Holly cracks me up!
Aw lunch was cute.
I was happy.
Then I had 6th hour.
And Mrs. Karolak said we were all stoned.
Of course we took it as drugged up.
Apparantly there's another meaning?
Haha.
I've almost finished "Someone Like You".
I had a dream someone kissed me last night.
This is the second time I've dreamt it.
Same thing, different time place circumstances.
And it's weird because I don't *really* like him.
Not to the point where he'd be in my dreams.
Ah I'm so hopeless.
Anyway.
Two tests tomorrow.
I hope I do well.
I got my Honor's Band CD today.
Ahhh amazing!
Well off to do homework.
People seemed to miss this last year, so i'll point it out to ya.
I'm off LJ and AIM for fourty days starting 12am tomorrow.
Whoa-ho-ho.
storyofagirl06@hotmail.com
Much love.

The dawn is breaking
a light shining through
youre barely waking
and im tangled up in you

even the best fall down sometimes
even the wrong words seem to rhyme
out of the dump that fills my mind
i somehow find you and i collide

howie day-collide

knights06 @ 2005-02-07T20:57:00

2005-02-08T01:58:55Z

XENOLITH SUBMISSIONS DUE BY FEBRUARY 28

SUBMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

((((ROOM 133 or your ENGLISH/ART/MUSIC class))))

NOW

for more info see pagingdrfreud

thankyoucomeagain/

(c) me :-)

2005-02-07T23:22:28Z

just. relax.

Driving down the free form highway

Careful chords pressing against my skin

Threads of hair swimming across my face

Sweet summer air splashing a grin

Ripe peach paintings

Of the sun bleached sky

Advance to my memory

Alluding July

knights06 @ 2005-02-07T17:15:00

2005-02-07T22:27:56Z

Today isn't the best in my book.
Tons of math.
7/15 on the quiz I took this morning.
I HATE MATH.
Why doesn't anyone understand???
There's so much aggravation in my house right now.
No help from myself of course.
If anything I'm the worst source.

Tomorrow is Paczki Day and then Lent starts and I'm done with LJ and AIM (but not my email i dont think).
So yeah. Enjoy my lame self while you can, folks.
She's off and gone to better things.

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I use to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong

I NEED TO GET OVER THIS.
I KNOW I CAN'T GO BACK AND CHANGE WHAT HAPPENED OR CHANGE WHAT ANYONE ELSE DID.
I HAVE TO MOVE ON.
But it's such shit.

I've been (typing) a lot of swear words lately.
Ugh.

Homework. Ruins everything.

knights06 @ 2005-02-06T23:19:00

2005-02-07T04:24:42Z

I glanced at the superbowl while doing my math homework.
I think the whole thing is pretty lame.
Not that I don't respect the players/coaches/etc.
I just think all the hype about it is lame.
I don't know.
I'm sure I'll get 385796765 angry comments.
Oh well.
Going to bed.
Finished all math up to 7.5
Sweet :-)
Working through my problems.
Trying.
Awesomeness.
Math quiz I have to take tomorrow morning.
Physics quiz tomorrow.
Hm.
Ok. Ending on a good note...
there's godiva chocolate raspberry truffle ice cream in my freezer. My mom bought it for me for S&E :-)
It figures my mom and I would be the ones painting our nails during the super bowl.
Haha.
Love :-)